Before I’m off in few days to play the role of contaminated American, I’ve got stuff to say—stuff that happens to be, believe it or not, indispensable for me. Absolutely necessary.
And as I once mentioned, I ain’t off to have fun nor “find some happiness” like some of you might’ve phrased it. More like… Serious business, if you will. There will be no returning-back-home sequel for me.
Noriko—you want a brat or two somewhere in the future? You go n’ get it done. Forget all those excuses you’ve got to offer—you’re the lucky one in this cheerful lil’ bunch to be able to. And if you love those kids, if you care ‘bout ‘em the slightest—You already know it; not in Japan. I don’t give a single fuck if you’ve gotta leave your dear, dear friends behind. You ask yourself if your dreams, if Shuya’s dreams, if a possible family of yours is set up higher than friends that’ll live forever. Leavin’ the country, for you, doesn’t equal not seein’ those sweet, sweet buddies ever again. Count that one in.
Shuya—’cause most likely Nori’s gonna come up with new kinds’a excuses to continue livin’ half filled life, and knowin’ chicks in general—you keep sure her dreams will come true. No need for me to ask you to make her happy—that deed was done the second you two became somewhat official on the list of the couples. Do the infamous Virgin Shuya’s if it’s a must. I got many reasons to save you two n’ one of ‘em was to make it possible for you two to live. Living ain’t hanging around with dead people for the rest of your lives, tossing away the things you could be doing instead, the opportunities to move on from there.
Also, knowing you “not in Japan” can be also translated to “draggin’ my family to America—Rock n’ roll, baby, boo-ya!”, let this one sink in: do not try to find me. Things for me might get real ugly… In case my current and future plans’re gonna work, that is, and most likely, they will. Connecting you two and your family-to-be to me will be dangerous. That’s a no thank you from me. And before you ask, I’ll remind you, once again; you’re mortal, you can die for good… As far as we all are aware. Life’s not a playground anymore, darlin’.
In case your thick skull’s in the way again; don’t go around crying after “Kawada Shogo”—that might not be recognizable name anymore. It’ll be nothing but trouble for you… But that’s already something you knew.
So—a long story short. This rotten world’s in the deep waters when it comes to having enough good people. Yours n’ Noriko’s dream’s a step for the better. Make sure it’s not gonna remain an unreachable dream.
I might have more or less, uh… Soft spot for the happiness for the both of you. See—even I have brought myself to care. Hallelujah.
And Shuya… The mysterious image in your draft you once pondered over? From now on remember to sign out your sites before you let people like me fix your computer. Guilty as charged. You’re welcome. No “out of nowhere”’s there.
Ciao.
