"He who fights monsters should see to it that in the process, he doesn’t become a monster. "
-- Friedrich Nietzsche

"While looking for the light, you may suddenly be devoured by the darkness and find the true light"

—Jack Kerouac (via musiclyricslove)
April 16thvia and source with 3,820 notes

"I asked God for a bike, but I know God doesn’t work that way. So I stole a bike and asked for forgiveness."

—Emo Philips
April 14thvia and with 4 notes
April 8thvia and with 58 notes
April 8thvia and with 83 notes

rnikantsumikis:

     [ // it’s a hard pill to swallow.
     nervosa clenches her gut
     and she finds it a mere bit
     harder to look at him in any
     way, whether it be into his
     eyes, or the scars aligning
     his cheeks. ]

               I-I know … Kawada-san …

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    [ // and she wants to scream,
     to release the pain she lulled
     to sleep with sedatives like
     ignorance and prescriptions
     that meant to proscribe, but
     facing herself like this … ….
     it was too much! too much!
     it hurt too much—! ]

                  …— I shouldn’t run, and this second chance … it’s like a gift bestowed upon me, one I shouldn’t take for granted …bu-but … I don’t know how. I’m … I’m not asking you to help me! I-If I didn’t have the power to he-help myself, then being the Super High School Level Nurse wo-would have been pointless …

                  But I no longer know where my limits lie anymore! I can’t find the lock to those doors … and it’s scaring me …

I hear ya, I do.

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Whether or not you hear yourself—that I can’t say for hundred percent sure.

Your limits have already exceeded, if you ask me, ages ago. You’ve got the power above the bandaids, you’ve only gotta find it.

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Yeah… Yeah. Doubt I’d be much of a help even if I wanted to be. Now you’ve got a chance to fix up things for yourself, take it or leave it.

April 4thvia and with 12 notes

rnikantsumikis:

shogo-kawada:

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Damn… Great friends you’ve got there. Don’t rhythm with Mikan Tsumiki if ya ask me.

Seen teasing, seen joking, seen bullying—can tell which category that belongs to and it sure as hell ain’t the first two.

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            [ // she knows, truly; but what can she do but accept her fate? ]

      No one helps me, no one speaks to me, no one pays attention to me …

                Unless I do those things, I’m nobody, so …

                       I can sustain it a little longer. It’s been this way … since forever.

Lookit here, kid—

Being a nobody… Not fatal; the opposite.

Taking that much bullshit, limits for everythin’, don’t ya think? Not good for a lil’ girl like you. Not good for anybody. Not worth the penny, girl.

Hell… Don’t know much, ‘bout you, your surroundings, not nearly enough to talk, but being that nobody n’ choosing yourself the folks around you, that’ll be plenty healthier.

Got a new, fresh start now, correct? Use it for yourself.

April 1stvia and with 12 notes

rnikantsumikis:

shogo-kawada:

…Don’t bother, huh?

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Lemme guess—bullies? By what do they call ya?

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     We-Well … Sa-Saionji-san calls me a “dirty bitch”, “lame”, and a “dirty pig”, among a plethora of other mean nicknames … but I k-know she’s just teasing—!

     She’s re-really mean sometimes, but I know that if w-we weren’t friends, and if the others didn’t like me, then they’d just leave me alone!

Damn… Great friends you’ve got there. Don’t rhythm with Mikan Tsumiki if ya ask me.

Seen teasing, seen joking, seen bullying—can tell which category that belongs to and it sure as hell ain’t the first two.

April 1stvia and with 12 notes

rnikantsumikis:

shogo-kawada:

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Huh. No need for that, kiddo. Only returned the favor, didn’t I?

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          Ye-Yes, I realize—oh, silly me!

     We-Well, I’m just not … used to people actually bo-bothering to call me by my actual name, m-much less remembering it … so it actually means so much that you do!

…Don’t bother, huh?

Lemme guess—bullies? By what do they call ya?

April 1stvia and with 12 notes

rnikantsumikis:

shogo-kawada:

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Here, too? Surprise, surprise.

Yo… Mikan Tsumiki, was it?

     Yes! Tha-That’s my name!

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     Ka-Kawada-san you remembered m-my name!
           I-I’ll remember this m-my entire li-lifetime!

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Huh. No need for that, kiddo. Only returned the favor, didn’t I?

March 31stvia and with 12 notes

rnikantsumikis:

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     Fuyuyu … Ka-Kawa-Kawada-san! He-Hello!

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Here, too? Surprise, surprise.

Yo… Mikan Tsumiki, was it?

March 31stvia and with 12 notes






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